Dragonfly.

Saturday, August 12, 2006
not Esteban, Tan pala.

a friend asked me why i do such terrible stuff. "sorry ah. gaga xe ako. masanay ka nalang sa'kin na ginagawa toh. sorry tlga.." totoo naman tlga. i try my best na maging honest sa'yo. kahit di ko sabihin lahat, il give u a hint nalang. at least pde mong hulaan. ahihi. labo noh? ayos lang yan. kakayanin ko po para syo. :)

I'd rather have my hands crushed than my heart crushed.

i dunno if tonight was bad or good. apat na tao xe ung nagparamdam sa'kin ngaun. apat na taong nagparamdam sa'kin after hundreds and thousands light years. first was my supposed-to-be-buti-nalang-di-natuloy ex-manliligaw. daming messages sa friendster. lalo na sa text. pati ym ko pinatulan. miss na daw niya ko tlga. tama ba? ahihi. in fairness, isang taon na kming di nag-uusap tpos biglang mgppramdam. weird. second ung just-like-me bestfriend-cousin ko. la lang. kamustahan and all. usap-usap bout sa lovelyf. tinatanong kung meron ako ngaun. ehehe. last february pa nung huli ko cyang naka-usap. kaka-miss. third si used-to-be-my-only-one. nag-message sa'kin sa mail. wants to have something back. i dunno. i might not do it. dont wanna see her again eh. forth is my sana-magkatotoo-dreamlover na si micheal. he texted lei, my friend, asking stuff bout me. kilig! so aun. all of that happened in one night lang. cute db? ahihi. :)

Nais kong magpakalasing

dahil wala ka

nanakatingin sa salamin at nag-iisa

nakatanim pa rin ang gumamelang

binalik mo sa'kin

nang tayo'y magkahiwalay

ito'y katulad ng damdamin ko

kahit buhusan mo ng beer

ayaw pang mamatay

Giliw, wag mo sanang limutin

ang mga araw na hindi sana naglaho

mga anak at bahay nating pinaplano

lahat ng ito'y nawala

nung iniwan mo ako kaya ngayon…

Ibuhos na ang beer sa aking lalamunan

upang malunod na ang puso kong nahihirapan

bawat patak, anong sarap

ano ba talagang mas gusto ko

ang beer na 'to o ang pag-ibig mo?

Nais kong magpakasabog dahil olats ako

kahit ano hithitin, kahit tambutso

kukuha ako ng beer at ipapakulo

sa kaldero't lalanghapin ang usok nito

lahat ay aking gagawin

upang hindi ko na isiping

nag-iisa na ako

ganda ng song. super nakaka-relate ako. hehe. miss ko na ung beer. :( sarap pa naman ng feeling pag umiinom. who wants to drink with me? sagot ko.

Crack the code:
Patricia Esteban

i saw you again. same time, same place, same chair. u looked so pretty. ewan ko lng pero biglang nagbago. ur a different person now. di mo na xa kamukha. siguro dahil di ko na matandaan itsura niya ngaun. nagbago na rin siguro siya. ibang-iba ka sa kanya. ibang-iba siya sa'yo. god. you're so pretty. nsa crush-na-kita stage na naman ako.

nadel @ 12:48 AM

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